I Believe

I believe in Jesus. 
I believe God is good all the time. 
I believe there is something so, so much better for me after this earthly life. 
I believe God cares. 
I believe He alone can give me everything I need. 
I believe God loves me.
I believe that I am blessed.
I believe Jesus gives me hope and eternal life because He paid the price on the cross. 
I believe His plan and timing are perfect, perfect, perfect.
I believe all the details of this perfect plan will be revealed to me someday when I see Jesus face-to-face.
I believe that's going to be one glorious day.

Even though I firmly believe all of these things to be true, tears still fall. 
Even with God by my side, every single thing about this still sucks. 
Even though I know there's a reason, I still am asking, "Why?" 
Even though I witnessed amazing strength, love, and an indescribable sense of togetherness, my heart still breaks for so many people I dearly love.

I am reminded that there are some really, really good people in this world.
I am reminded that life can change so quickly.
I am reminded that God works through His sons and daughters.
I am reminded to slow down and enjoy the moment.
I am reminded to say, "I love you."
I am reminded that nothing on this planet can replace strong relationships.
I am reminded to use my talents and passions to glorify God.
I am reminded that being a mom is a blessing and a responsibility.
I am reminded to be grateful in all things.
I am reminded to love on my babies even more.
I am reminded that one person can positively impact the lives of many.
I am reminded to strive to be that person.

I always knew Anthony was a good one, but after hearing more about him from those who knew him best, it's even more evident that he truly was a great guy.  It's such a blessing to have known a genuinely good man who positively impacted the lives of so many people. 

Even as you dance with Jesus, you're still making this world a better place.  You'll be missed, Anthony.